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)Love
Does it really mean anything
Is it really worth it
All the pain
The obliteration of your soul
Incinerating you
Burning
Like a constant itch
It consumes you
Confuses you
It skews your every sense
Judgement
Reality
Foresight
It kills you
Destroys you
You long for her
Your deepest desires
To hold her in your arms
Kiss her
And never let go
It dominates your every thought
It controls you
It takes over your whole being
You can think of nothing else
You cant break through
You cant escape
You are chained to the dominion
Of your own mind
You want only to reach out
Touch her feel her
Look into her eyes
Sense the warmth of her body
Against yours
You want you need to say
The words "I love you"
You would die to hear her
Say them back
But you know it will never be
It could not be
You are too worthless
You cannot compare
You are as pure as a field
Of dirt
Whereas she is perfect
Her hair falls over her shoulders
As the sun lowers it rays
On the mountains
Her emerald eyes sparkle
As heaven itself
Windows to the mind of infinity
An angel
A goddess
She deserves far more than anything
You could ever offer
And you know it
But you cannot escape
You are bound forever
Living in the war-ravaged hell
That is your mind
She will always be there
And it will tear you apart
Until there's nothing left.
